I get this way a lot. Which is part of the reason for my infrequent posting (along with being busy and procrastinating). Maybe I'm too focused on being able to say something revolutionary or profound or "right." I know that's a potential pitfall in my life that I have to be careful to avoid. I truly love learning, as corny as that may sound. I love classes and books and holding deep philosophical conversations with people who intrigue me (of which there are many). One of the problems that presents is I often refuse to allow myself to be ignorant, to not know. I almost always take special care to formulate my words, whether spoken or printed, to demonstrate linguistic skill, eclectic academic expertise, and lofty ideals.
Sometimes I think what I really need is to just let go and express myself (or refrain from expressing, gasp!) as I truly am, undecorated and unfiltered.
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